arianiParticipantMay 22, 2016 at 9:59 amPost count: 2
When we’re young, we have so many dreams that we have to keep in buckets to lest we lose any. Some come true, others were never meant to be, and some we lose. But there are others that we hold closest to our hearts, where we think “If I could just get these few things, I don’t care that I lost X Y and Z along the way”.
I am down to my very very last dream, it’s one I’ve clung to for dear life and it’s one I can’t just “let go” without trying everything I possibly can. Not when there is still the tiniest bit of hope.
See, I wanted a wonderful man to look after, as he’d look after me. We’d get married, have babies, live in a decent place and be comfortable. I wanted to grow old with the father of my children and have those “remember when” talks about our kids once they’do grown up. But that just wasn’t meant to be. And even though it kills me inside, I’ve had to accept that. But what I don’t have to accept is not being able to finish my family. That is my very last dream. And it’s one that I literally can’t turn off. My body aches, my brain won’t go to a different channel. All I want is to have my last baby.
I am a very good mum, not to toot my own horn there, but it is true. I revel in motherhood, I love being a mum so much. I pour every ounce of myself into my role and I don’t mind being a single parent. I will always put my children before myself, without forgetting to keep myself as a priority too. Of course, I’d love to have the fairytale romance too, but I don’t feel like I have to bound by it – I can make my own, you know? Besides, time is against me. Finding a good man is time consuming and then getting down to the part where we have a baby together would be even more so. I’ll be 35 soon, I don’t have years to wait and hope and see.
If there is anyone at all who’d be able and willing to help me, I’ll never be able to repay you enough. You would be my knight in shining armour and I would be forever indebted to you for your immense generosity and kindness.robokaiMemberAugust 8, 2016 at 11:42 pmPost count: 2
Hello Ariani, I may be able to help you. Please check out my profile and contact me if your interested. RegardsweiyMemberJanuary 9, 2017 at 1:32 amPost count: 6
Hi there, check my profile, if you are interested in, contact me, we can start the dialogue. All the best.rad10MemberApril 29, 2017 at 8:23 amPost count: 1
Hi Ariani please check out my profile as i am looking to have my first child. It would be amazing to be able to help. Thankspeter76ParticipantSeptember 10, 2017 at 9:27 amPost count: 26
I am available and a free man. I would also love to have another child or (even two).
Please have a read of my profile, and if you’re interested, please send me a message. Thank youpeter76ParticipantSeptember 10, 2017 at 9:28 amPost count: 26
I am available and a free man. I would also love to have another child or (even two). I am also looking for a permanent relationship with a nice woman.
Please have a read of my profile, and if you’re interested, please send me a message. Thank you
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